Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love.

I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. That pain is like an axe that chops at my heart.

Yann Martel, Life of Pi (via observando)

some stuff:

1. Opened the last two days and it feels so good to get up early and be on the move, even though I’m super tired 98% of the time. Yesterday was busy between the management meeting at the crack of dawn and our DM visit right after that, but everything went well!

2. My manager told the girl who’s leaving that she plans on promoting me. So that’s really exciting (!) but I also don’t want to count on anything until I personally hear it from her.

3.Thinking about deleting this blog and possibly starting over…? I’ll let you all know for sure ahead of time if/when that happens. I was talking about it with my best friend today and there’s a lot of personal information on this blog. I could keep it more professional and share it with people I know in real life or I could start over and keep it more anonymous. idk. Just a thought. And plus, I feel like this URL really doesn’t suit me anymore! (still forever in love with City & Colour, though :P)

#personal  
  April 23, 2014 at 09:26pm

Anonymous asked: does cortne still have a tumblr

yep!

oppulxnce.tumblr.com :)

  April 23, 2014 at 09:14pm

yesterday with my sister

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  April 21, 2014 at 08:22pm

april.

  1. Like I Do by Envy On The Coast
  2. My Heart by Paramore
  3. Ordinary by Copeland
  4. Casey’s Song by City & Colour
  5. Tell Me by Green or Blue
  6. Lovely Bones by Dead and Divine
  7. The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New
  8. Eavesdrop by The Civil Wars
  9. Over You (ft. A Great Big World) by Ingrid Michaelson
  10. High Hopes by Kodaline

You can listen on Spotify here.

  April 21, 2014 at 04:47pm

tired and sad.

meh.

  April 21, 2014 at 03:41pm

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playing #marthastewart 😊 #easter #eggs

  April 18, 2014 at 09:46pm
Title: Medicine Artist: Daughter 3,243 plays

clairvoy4nt:

poetisch:

You could still be,
what you want to.
What you said you were,
when I met you.

obsessed 

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#music  #audio  
  April 17, 2014 at 09:47pm
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