welll navy boy is currently blowing me off (like how do you make plans with someone and then just not text them back the next day, I don’t get it??) so I decided to meet up with a girl from work ANDDD awkwardly ran into boy and had to say hi. we’re basically strangers and it’s beyond awful. fuck.
1. Hopped on the train and visited Z yesterday. I asked him to set me up with one of his friends, he told me he still loves me and it’d be too hard to do that. Drives me insane. You can’t love me but not want to be with me but not want me to be with anyone else either. I know it was kind of unfair of me to ask him to set me up with a friend but what’s the damn difference. If you don’t wanna date me, then move along. I don’t know. We talked a lot yesterday. It was such a nice day.
2. Went to the beach by myself today, it was perfect weather. I also need a new book to read! Any suggestions?
3. N is home and I’m so excited to see him later.
4. Seeing the tall navy boy on Sunday…!
I’m homesick for arms that don’t want to hold me.
I gave wrong people the right pieces of me.
so this boy texted me the day after we went out and said he had a fantastic time and can’t wait to see me again. Haven’t heard from him since Monday. Why do they do this. haha I thought it went really well!
This weekend was one of my best friend’s birthdays, went out and celebrated on Friday :) Then spend the day in Boston with my sister, caught the sox game and walked around a bunch!
Went on a date on Sunday night and he might actually be a keeper??? He’s 6’4” (😍😍) and opens the car door for me- what a freakin gentleman! We’ll see, I guess, but I definitely want to see him again :)
Had to work a double yesterday because one of my associates called out. Worked 13 hours and then had to be up at 6 to make it here this morning. So sleepy but happy. !
I have the best associates.
Also looks like I’m not doing a very good job of pretending to be okay, haha.